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I chose to be born to this father.<\/p>\n
That day too, he was in a foul mood.<\/p>\n
I kept my distance and stayed inside the house.<\/p>\n
Until he called me out, that is.<\/p>\n
\u201cMasanori, did you do what I told you?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy didn\u2019t you do it?\u201d<\/p>\n
Those conversations were everyday.<\/p>\n
I grew used to them, but I always hated them.<\/p>\n
Each time, I was hit, dragged, or thrown.<\/p>\n
Treated like a rag.<\/p>\n
There was no room in that world for a thing called self\u2011respect.<\/p>\n
Still, I was fed by this man and kept alive.<\/p>\n
I had no choice but to live like that.<\/p>\n
Every day felt like twilight, a sadness tightening my chest.<\/p>\n
He\u2019d grab my collar and slam me to the floor.<\/p>\n
Living through days like that, I noticed something.<\/p>\n
When my father unleashed his anger at me, a tiny hesitation flashed across his face, and that feeling reached me.<\/p>\n
But he shook it off and pushed me down.<\/p>\n
Thrown to the floor, I would immediately turn my face toward him and brace myself before the next blow.<\/p>\n
Without thinking, I had learned how to minimize the damage to myself.<\/p>\n
I truly felt it \u2014 that split\u2011second of feeling in my father.<\/p>\n
That hesitation had to mean something.<\/p>\n
The truth was, when my father was young his mother abandoned him.<\/p>\n
She left the house, leaving three sons.<\/p>\n
My grandmother had grown weary of my grandfather\u2019s drinking and walked out.<\/p>\n
My father and his brothers were forced into a starving, desperate life.<\/p>\n
They often went without enough to eat.<\/p>\n
Those days must have broken my grandmother\u2019s spirit as well.<\/p>\n
Surely she took it out on the three boys, raising her hand against them.<\/p>\n
I thought my father had experienced that, and that I became the outlet for his suffering.<\/p>\n
I still can\u2019t forget the feeling that hit me the moment my father raised his hand.<\/p>\n
He couldn\u2019t hold that feeling in and poured his anger on me.<\/p>\n
That was all it was.<\/p>\n
So I try not to dwell on it.<\/p>\n
After that, my father kept hitting me.<\/p>\n
I took his anger without complaint and kept getting hit.<\/p>\n
If that\u2019s all it took to be okay, then fine.<\/p>\n
For some reason, I was able to think that way.<\/p>\n
To be continued<\/p>\n
Picture\u2011book author \u2014 Principal Hoshi<\/p>\n
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