{"id":4625,"date":"2022-07-09T07:27:54","date_gmt":"2022-07-08T22:27:54","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/sowataya358.com\/?p=4625"},"modified":"2022-07-09T07:27:54","modified_gmt":"2022-07-08T22:27:54","slug":"what-happened-to-me-at-the-age-of-10-trials-that-cannot-be-escaped","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sowataya358.com\/?p=4625","title":{"rendered":"[What happened to me at the age of 10] Trials that cannot be escaped"},"content":{"rendered":"

[What happened to me at the age of 10] Trials that cannot be escaped<\/strong><\/p>\n

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At just 10 years old, I faced an inescapable test in this world.<\/p>\n

that is,<\/p>\n

Very empty,<\/p>\n

Very quiet,<\/p>\n

It was like being in a special space.<\/p>\n

Around me is a thin, transparent veil,<\/p>\n

I can hear the voice of the outside world,<\/p>\n

I didn’t feel the wind so much.<\/p>\n

Somehow,<\/p>\n

I felt a lump of warm, warm air hitting my skin.<\/p>\n

I remember feeling lighter.<\/p>\n

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Around this time,<\/p>\n

To me<\/p>\n

I couldn’t get the words that made me feel uncomfortable,<\/p>\n

Not long ago<\/p>\n

I think I heard a lot of words that made my spirit unmaintainable.<\/p>\n

Not long ago,<\/p>\n

My dad found a feature in my palmistry.<\/p>\n

I didn’t have any knowledge of palmistry, but I was shocked by the features that appeared in my palmistry.<\/p>\n

“The lifeline is broken”<\/p>\n

I still vividly remember this time.<\/p>\n

It was a shock.<\/p>\n

I was shocked to see that my future was gone.<\/p>\n

“Isn’t God only aware of the future that hasn’t come yet?”<\/p>\n

Is it something that can be decided so easily?<\/p>\n

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I was disappointed that my future had been decided so easily that I could confirm it.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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On the day of being sentenced to life expectancy<\/p>\n

For me, who is only 10 years old, “death” was the scariest thing in the world.<\/p>\n

Facts happening to myself<\/p>\n

Heavy and stuffy<\/p>\n

Never escape by any means<\/p>\n

I couldn’t accept this reality after all<\/p>\n

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Long before I knew the word “escapism”<\/p>\n

I escaped from reality.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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