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<\/p>\n[Confession] Surgery declared to have amputation of the right leg \u3016How to feel when leaving the hospital room\u3017<\/p>\n
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I confess my cry of heart when I was sentenced to amputation of my right leg.<\/p>\n
“I will never give up. I will definitely treat my cancer!”<\/p>\n
I couldn’t say the words that everyone around me wanted and could feel at ease.<\/p>\n
But I didn’t want to give up.<\/p>\n
Affected area at the base of the right foot affected by cancer cells.<\/p>\n
The cancer that I developed is called osteosarcoma, which is a type of cancer that develops in the bone, and it was a cancer with very few cases.<\/p>\n
In the case of cancer that develops in the bone, it cannot be easily removed, so it was necessary to remove a wide area including the affected area.<\/p>\n
The surgery was also a big one, and in my case I was preparing to amputate my right leg.<\/p>\n
Immediately before heading to the operating room, I stood on the bed in the hospital room with both feet and changed into a surgical gown.<\/p>\n
“I still have my right foot.”<\/p>\n
However, it may be gone after surgery.<\/p>\n
I was bullish a while ago, but suddenly anxiety and fear rushed from my chest.<\/p>\n
Goosebumps were transmitted from the right foot to the whole body, and the body became stiff.<\/p>\n
The surgical assistant teacher came to pick me up in the hospital room.<\/p>\n
“Let’s go now”<\/p>\n
I lay down on the bed to move to the operating room.<\/p>\n
The bed to move to the operating room felt very stiff and cold.<\/p>\n
At the same time as I felt the coldness, some words passed in my head for a moment.<\/p>\n
“…”<\/p>\n
However, I couldn’t recognize the word clearly.<\/p>\n
Then, in response to the words, I got up a little and suddenly looked into my right foot.<\/p>\n
“I still have my right foot.”<\/p>\n
If you go to the operating room as it is, you may lose your right leg.<\/p>\n
However,<\/p>\n
“If I escape from this place from now on, my right foot will remain.”<\/p>\n
“It’s not too late yet!”<\/p>\n
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I didn’t want to lose my right leg.<\/p>\n
“I can’t give up.”<\/p>\n
“Because I’ve only been using this foot for 10 years since I was born.”<\/p>\n
I endured tears and cried in my heart.<\/p>\n
There were a lot of adults around me lying on the bed moving to the operating room,<\/p>\n
No one would have noticed my feelings.<\/p>\n
and,<\/p>\n
The bed for moving to the operating room where I was placed was carried out of the hospital room.<\/p>\n
After all, I didn’t run away<\/p>\n
No, I just didn’t have the courage to escape.<\/p>\n
but,<\/p>\n
At the end, I became honest with my heart.<\/p>\n
Lying on the bed for transportation, looking up at the ceiling of the corridor,<\/p>\n
[Prepared]<\/p>\n
At that moment<\/p>\n
The phrase “I don’t want to lose my right leg!”
\nIt was
\nI was blown away somewhere and lost sight of it.<\/p>\n
To replace it,<\/p>\n
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