{"id":4884,"date":"2022-07-21T08:04:33","date_gmt":"2022-07-20T23:04:33","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/sowataya358.com\/?p=4884"},"modified":"2022-07-21T08:05:47","modified_gmt":"2022-07-20T23:05:47","slug":"mothers-figure-and-shadow","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sowataya358.com\/?p=4884","title":{"rendered":"Mother&#8217;s figure and shadow"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Mother&#8217;s figure and shadow<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/sowataya358.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/1658311650254.jpg?resize=300%2C225\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-4881\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/sowataya358.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/1658311650254.jpg?resize=300%2C225&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/sowataya358.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/1658311650254.jpg?resize=1024%2C768&amp;ssl=1 1024w, 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