“I want to be a substitute” Mother’s feelings
My mom stares at my face and makes a very sad face. However, there was always a gentle smile behind that expression. That’s why I try to smile as much as possible. Because my mom is sad. I have cancer and it feels very painful, but I will try to put up with it as much as possible. My family was sick because I got cancer. It’s hard to see such a family. Everyone is no longer smiling, so I’m trying my best to make them smile. Someday, when my cancer is cured, I want to travel with the whole family. I will do my best for the next surgery. Don’t think too much about your right foot. When I come out of the operating room, even if my right leg is gone, don’t cry when I see it. I will live strong even if I lose my right leg. Because I still have a healthy left foot. I have both arms and hands. I’ll do something about it. Hey, mom.